WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY ?

This is not a final list and it will improvise everyday :)
1. Helping people
2. Hanging out with friends
3. Exploring new places
4. Knowing people love and care for me

Every one has a limit and every thing has a limit...Now, my patience had crossed it's limits....I am nothing but a bowl filled with agony and pain but painted outside with smile...

 I don't know what's happening to me these days.Guess i am going crazy,but why ?
Why am i behaving like this,why is this sudden change in me,i just don't understand ?

Sometimes I feel like,it's better to be alone so that nobody could hurt you.I tried to isolate myself,but that only increase my craziness.

It's funny how feeling can be sometimes,you try to console your friend when he is sad,but never try to comfort our self  when we are sorry.This is how feelings work.

I am on a race where i am declared as a failure even before beginning the race.How can i accept it,but all i have is to take it.

It's hard to stay true to yourself and what you want in life when there are so many distractions and so much craziness going on around you.I can handle the craziness some of the time, maybe most of the time. But I know I can't handle it all of the time.

What i realized was the unhappiest people in this world are the ones who cares more about what other people think and i have been one among them and i have no idea how long i am going to be like this.

Right now i am very frustrated about being myself  and i know it's only for awhile. I'll get along with my life wherever it takes me.

Nobody is the reason for what you are now,except yourself. If i continue to be like this,i may kill somebody or get myself killed.So,the best way to get out of this is ................................... ????????

Right at present i have no answer for this,i have been searching for it.

My perception of love

I guess no one can define precisely what love is.It is something that has to be felt and experienced.Having had seen some of my friends experience towards love,I like to convey my beliefs about love :)
To some,love is a paradise when they find nothing but happiness.
To some,love is a disaster which left them in an ocean of sorrow.
To some,love is a chance event which leaves permanent scars in their lifetime.
But for quite a few,love is a change which puts down their life,teach them about the real life and then it flies away.
Everybody loves,but not everyone is prosperous enough to be able to get their loved ones.
your love towards her or him might be an infinity.you should remember that some infinities are bigger than other infinities.
If you don't get the one whom you love it just mean that she is your little infinity and some where in the world your greater infinity has been expecting you.
So,never get disappointed and make yourself busy looking for your greater infinity and am sure one day you are gonna meet her and experience a marvelous life time with her.

PRACTICE OF BRAHMACHARYA

By

SRI SWAMI SIVANANDA

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Dividing a brotherhood :(

How does it feel when someone forcibly amputate a part of your body from you?
Really sad,isn't it ?
The people of Rayalaseema and Andhra regoins of Andhra Pradesh have the same feeling about the division of Telangana from Andhra pradesh by congress leaders.
We havebeen living togeather since a longtime and we are the sons and daughters of the same mother. Today these congress leaders are dividing us apart to seek their own benfit
I would like to ask two questions to the congress men
1.Telangana Udyamam was not started today or yesterday.It was started a long time ago and what's the reason to take such a quick decision about Telangana now,why they haven't took the same decision earlier ?
2. India is a democratic country and all the decisions were taken accordingly to the wish of people.Then how these congress leaders could divide Andhra Pradesh when majority of the people don't like it ?
They decided to divide the state now to seek it's own benfit from the emotions of common people.
It's the political people who are going to gain from the state seperation and not the commons, everyone should realise this.
Most of the political people were corrupted today. I don't even have the words to express their nature,such a worst is theirs.
They can do anything for their own benfit.
I would like remember my people a famous truth
'TOGEATHER WE STAND,DIVIDE WE FALL'
Dont let your future to be decided by some stupids.

Happiness :)

Today I recieved a mail from 'The Indian Expess' which says that they confirmed my contribution to Kedarnath Relief Fund.
Kedarnath is one of the most
revered shrines in North India and
lakhs visit the place every year.
All that can be seen now is debris and bodies everywhere.
The heavy floods took away the lives of many devotees.The number of deaths crossed many thousands and still counting every day.People are starving and they had no shelter ....
But many people are helping them in the form of service and donations.I really thank all of them.

You know happiness is a great thing in this world.Many do several things and get things done for them which makes them feel happy.
Happiness can be achieved in many ways,but the one you feel by helping others is the greatest one among the rest .One can actually see it the eyes of the person who recieves our help.

I'll pray for the fast recovery of Uttarakhand people from the disaster.
I'll dedicate this to the people who felt sad about this disaster and the kind hands that helped them.

About me

Hi i'm vinod kumar, very new to writing in blog :)
I'm from india and my home town is pulivendula.
I have a brother 'vikram kumar'. Me,vikram,papa,ma and grandma,we all live togeather in our village 'koruguntapalli' .
I'm doing my B.Tech in Mechanical Engineering at SASTRA University,Thanjavur ,Tamilnadu.